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MEDS

by David Brown

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1.
#2 01:35
2.
Onward Christian soldiers, the turncoats own the land And there are no scriptures left here to glean from the echoes of the sky and the sand So lace up your boots, extinguish your fires, And we'll send out word to your children Oh, and won't all your neighbors be relieved Though none of them will ask what you've been fighting for 'Cause none of them believe Behind the iron gate to your family's old compound stand a tree And in its branches you will find an answer To a question which has haunted you for years On your knees, my boy Your flag is shredded And all of us could take or leave your tears It must feel so lonely You must feel so alone Welcome to the show
3.
I bought a notebook and a pencil And I brought them home and placed them on my table And I hope to fix those pages up some day But perhaps just for the night that's where they'll stay I've got things to do, I've got a dinner to plan I've go t a lover and she's so sweet I hold her by the hand And our heartbeats form polyrhythms But the kinds we can understand Oh, it's freeform, baby, there ain't no rules It's a command performance Well, I just can't wait for her to get off of work Been feeling low all day, the answer's simple I'm sure I've been getting high all morning And listening to Birthday Blues again (give it a try) Maybe we can talk about a book that she likes Or I can try to remember the words to a poem I wrote in the 4th grade We could decide the meal we've made is no good But we'll eat it anyway Oh, the permutations are limitless It's a command performance
4.
In Summer 02:32
My friend, you have such love to give and you have me to give it to And I can give it in return, or preemptively But there's one thing I need for you to do: Take down the white flag hanging on your balcony Yes, your color wheel, it has such imperfections But as it is, you've painted all this in black and white You speak of fear like it's freon to add For your comfort in summer, a tool like any other And I've heard you describe your thoughts as a riptide Well, I was in a real one and guess what I thought of nothing I just swam to the north 'til the tug beneath the water Was tugging no more and then I swam to shore And things I've learned I've kept to myself For fear that some charlatan deep in this Hell Would repeat my words and claim them for themselves Everyone's smiling, so you just can't ever tell
5.
#3 02:04
6.
On Paper 03:18
You've got a seasoned little heart and you say it's in pain It makes me wonder what you're doing with your day to day Do you answer your mother's phone calls? Do you understand your own shortfalls? Is your pulse erratic? Is there something on the line? On paper you don't get a say, but on paper you're fine I've got a Little Egyptian accent, true I talk slowly but it's fast enough for you I drop a syllable here and there I could be eloquent but I'd rather swear It's conversational, I use it when it's right On paper it seems so affected, but on paper it's fine A dog is yowling through the day and through the night The birds are landing to my left and to my right I say a silent little spell just to keep them where they are They hop and flutter little distances behind my neighbor's car They clean their brilliant crimson plumage on the telephone line On paper their images are shaky, but on paper their fine
7.
Plastic windpipe, it's drawing air 'neath the overhead light You're snorkeling, baby, and I'm snorkeling too Underwater dreams are the greatest My mind's been helping me out, here's the latest treat I've given myself But it's all so much less complicated if I can keep myself satiated Though I know that's easier said than done How can I join the fun? I guess I'm willing, but unable I'm trying to get myself untangled, though I know you're the one for me We try to hear how our voices carry But the sea makes it sound so scary Neptune pulls that shit sometimes on you and on me But it's all so much less complicated if we can keep ourselves satiated Though we know that's easier said than done How can we join the fun? And how will we know when it's begun?
8.
#4 01:26
9.
If you spot me in a dream, wearing white across the room Near a crowded parlor entrance, and you don't know what to do Write your name in the fog with your finger on the mirror And I will take you by the arm and we both will disappear And the dream will go on, but with perspective split in rows No more eye of the beholder and death to all egos And if you're ever awakened, you could be perfect According to someone like me Pacifism's failed me and me body has failed me too And the State has set itself on fire What do we do? Shall we struggle like magicians, chained, inverted above the gorge Or should we shut off every spigot and let the flames complete the Lord's work? Belief's a trap door Do you remember when you fell? I believe in you and I'm vulnerable as hell And if I ever lost you from my fingertips would flow An anarchistic terror lit with nihilism's glow And the tip of my tongue would be empty, tasteless, silent
10.
#0 00:41
11.
Leave yourself an allowance I just can't imagine how it feels: Running back through those same old trees One is bound to come down with emotions of some kind Though they are not a disease to be treated, my friend You should be treated the same as me: just fine As the snow, it is falling Can you tell me you remember what I said And that I meant it The water drips from garage gutters and it writes your name on the ground To disappear with its canvas All around this town and campus On breakfast tables and end tables, hey, things are changing all around us For the better, that's what they're telling us For the better And we can't just go home
12.

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Recorded in three days in November 2017.

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released August 20, 2018

All songs written and performed by David Brown

except "#5" written and performed by DB / Kevin Ohlau
DB: tape loops & manipulation, bowed guitars
KO: tenor sax, flute, whistle, voice

Recorded by Marcus Lappin and Nathan Gill at Two Headed Twin in Carbondale, IL.
Additional recording and mixing by David Brown at Pale Bird's Eye in Bloomington, IN and by Kevin Ohlau at Deft Matter in Carbondale, IL.
Mastered by David Allen.

Artwork by Travis Coates.

Thanks: Marcus, Nathan, Kevin, Tyler (sorry I recorded over your vocal part), Jenny, all family, David Allen, Travis Coates, Plaza Records (always).

For my great grandma Helen.

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David Brown Bloomington, Indiana

Helicopters fly overhead. Cars rush by the window. Talkin' Neo-Nothing Blues. Escalators and hammering. A media grape-stomping.

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